Today is the end of my happy life. The girl i loved and still love broke up with me, and I feel like its all my fault. I'm now going to be really depressed. No one cares. No one will ever love me again, I don't know if I should continue living, because the last few weeks it seemed like she stopped loving me, I will never stop loving you Jennifer Blackman. I wished you still loved me. I will never be the same.